Life

It's been more than a month i never update my blog.
Sometimes feel no mood to write, sometimes busy (excuses XD)..
Sometimes want to write out d but must keep it secretly, so *gulp* swallow back those words..

One of my best friend always remind me - It's time to update my blog.. hehe..
I was too lazy to update.. And will forgot that i need to update it regularly..
I think not many of my friends will look at my blog. As i so lazy to express my self here..

This weekend i need to go for an interview in Penang.
Yes, i feel nervous and stress..
Since so long i haven't found a job yet. Everyday eat and sleep only.
It's stress that i need to find a job as soon as possible.
Because i used to 'eat and sleep like a pig' d.. Haiz..

What kind of life i'm having now?
Wasting time.. wasting money..
What am i thinking? Not mature enough..

Sometimes i over estimate my ability and over confidence..
Don't want to accept people's comment and suggestion..
I admit! Yes, but what can i do? Change own attitude is the hardest part..

Again.. what a life? I believe that all of us asked ourself before. what is life.
No body can answer. Even god.
No answer? So, don't think about it d..

Think about tomorrow..
Tomorrow i need to wake up very early in the morning and need help my aunt to bake CNY cookies..
Cookies for special guest..
Hmm.. maybe i can steal those baking recipe and post it here.. Nyek..nyek..nyek..