怀念的微笑

还记得小时候..

每当我睡不着时, 妈妈都会摸摸我的头, 拍拍我的背, 哄我睡觉..
每当我要出街时, 妈妈都会替我梳头发,换上美美的衣服..
每当我吃东西时, 妈妈都会细心地把食物吹凉了才喂我..
每当我生病时, 妈妈都会一直在身边照顾我..

还记得…

第一次爱上看书, 是因为妈妈买了三本故事书给我..
第一次和妈妈去买内衣, 因为很害羞..
第一次搭不到巴士, 害怕得一直哭, 幸好妈妈来接我了..
第一次替我办生日会,和妈妈一起切蛋糕..

长大了…

当我要继续升学时, 妈妈都会给我自由, 选我喜欢的学院, 喜欢的科目..
当我要搭巴士去外地读书时, 妈妈都会送我..
当我看见妈妈依依不舍的眼光时, 我也只好挥挥手, 坚强地说再见..
当我在外地读书时, 妈妈都会常常打电话问我过得好吗? 吃得饱吗?
当我知道妈妈一直都担心我时, 我只想快点毕业回去陪妈妈..

终于有一天…
得知妈妈被讨厌的癌症看上时..

终于有一天…
得知妈妈的病情越来越严重时..

我的心有多难过..

我只想要多点时间陪妈妈..

终于有一天…
我顺利地毕业了, 找道工作了, 也陪在妈妈身边了..

但是..
残酷的癌症却一直折磨妈妈..

即使..
妈妈很努力地活下去..
它却无情地从我身边夺走我最珍贵的人..
我..

看见妈妈..
一天比一天的消瘦..

看见妈妈..
头发一天比一天少..

看见妈妈..
身体一天比一天虚弱..

看见妈妈..
一天比一天喘..

看见妈妈..
痛得把头撞向墙壁..

看见妈妈..
已不能再进食..

看见妈妈..
已不能再走路..

看见妈妈..
连讲话的力气都没有了..

看见妈妈..
已经神智不清..

这一刻的心痛,
这一刻的疲惫,
这一刻的思念,
永远都无法形容..

妈妈..
我知道每当您要去化疗时, 您心里有着万分的恐惧, 万分的痛苦..
您都会躲着哭泣, 会强颜欢笑..

妈妈..
我知道您每天都必须吃很多很多的药物..
即使很难吃, 您的都会吃下去..
因为您很有意志想活下去..
一直到最后时, 您也不放弃自己..

妈妈..
我想跟您说..
我很佩服您的坚强和意志..
我明白您的离开对您来说是痛苦的解脱..
所以我也会很努力地活下去..
我会告诉自己不可以哭..
因为你您不想看见我伤心..
我可以做到的
我可以...

我永远永远都会记着您那晚的微笑..
您临走时的那一个晚上..
我喂您喝蜂皇浆的时候..
您微微笑地说很好喝很好喝..
当时的我,心里好安慰..
因为可以令您微笑..
我已经很满足了..

您的笑..
好甜好甜..

妈妈..
您一路走好..
您安息吧..
不用担心我..
我会过得好好的…

Red wine and Cheese Diet

I like to have supper every night before go to bed..

This is my supper..

Ingredients:

- A few Cherry tomato (thanks to my fren that bought it from cameron highlands)

-1 slice Kraft Cheese

-1 slice Gardenia Wheet Bread

Many people said that taking cheese at night will make the person fat.

But I found out "Red wine and cheese diet" recently.

No need to control every meal that we taking.

We just need to take 1 or 2 slice of cheese and 100ml of red wine half an hour before go to bed.

Maximum weight loss of this diet can reach about 7kgs..

Losing weight has become a lifelong passion for many girls - no matter if they're really overweight or just are in an imaginary state of plumpness. Since the weather is getting warmer and warmer, the battle of the bulge has reached a climax for many women. So now China Drive would like to introduce a fresh diet recipe for those of you who are worried about fitting into those stylishly slender trousers or fashionable short skirts in this spring season.

Many women in Taiwan have become obsessed with a diet -- a fairly easy to make diet actually -- whose only requirement is red wine and cheese. You don't even have to limit your three daily meals. All you have to do is drink a cup of red wine, preferably about 100 milliliters, and one or two slices of cheese a half an hour before bedtime. It's reported that one can lose a maximum of 7 kilograms in only three weeks!

The recipe is based on research that claims regular daily intake of calcium has an effect on weight loss. So calcium-rich cheese has now become the focus for many diet conscious people. Though cheese is high in calories, the fermented protein can accelerate the human body's metabolism, and in this way helps to burn fat.

As for red wine, it contains Tyrosine and alcohol, and has the same effect - enhancing a person's metabolism as it slows down during the night. And it can also help those who have problems sleeping.

Doctors also suggest people be cautious in their cheese selection however. There are many different types of cheeses available in stores, and it's bet, "high calcium" and "low sugar" rather than processed cheeses with flavors like strawberry, lemon or other additives.

For a cheese to be "qualified as diet cheese" it should contain less than five grams of sugar and more than 25 grams of fat per 100 grams. The recipe is supposedly particularly effective in trimming down the waist and butt. Of course you need to make sure you're not allergic to wine before trying this interesting new diet plan.

Well, and also this is like the least painful way to lose weight that any other kind of losing weight methods. It actually sounds enjoyable! Of course, we hope this simple recipe can help everyone enjoy the coming summer to the fullest, the thinnest, and the healthiest!

Taken from http://english.cri.cn/974/2006/04/05/271@71637.htm

Mangoesteen

My dad bought lots of mangoesteen.

Its my favourite..

RM2 for 1 kg..

My dad bought 6kg.. Hehehehe...

I read some articles last time.

It says that the best time to eat sweet and juicy mangoesteen is when you can find a lots of mangoesteen everywhere..

Coz its the right season when the mangoesteeen ripe and most of it is very juicy and delicious.

Flood in Taiping

I don't know why hometown always raining.

I think thats why people called here "rain town".

This type of weather makes me fall sick easily..

Actually raining is a good thing but over-rain will troubled us a lot.

When i want to go work in the morning, its raining..

When i want to go back home from work, its raining again..

And i need to use other alternative road to go back home coz some roads flood, some road near the river cannot pass by coz land slide.

This picture was taken infront of my house.

I heard people said that this type of flood in my hometown happened before.

And its 20 years ago, but now, it came back to haunted us again...

Malay's Life really worthless

Today i work overtime coz of the person that troubled us a lot.
I need to stayed back at company until 7pm++. Ofcourse NO extra money for OT here..
As usual i went back home by car.

But today don't know is i'm unlucky or the MALAY GIRL lucky?
I nearly hit the MALAY GIRL while i am driving on the road.
She just a few cm's away from my car when i stoped.
The GIRL is about 8 or 9 years old. She suddenly rush out to the road on her bicycle without looking at left or right.

The 1st thing appear in my mind is SHOCK....
Shock by the very very "CLEVER" MALAY GIRL.
Thanks god i manage to stop my car with a loud sound of BRRRKK......
All my bags at the seats fall down and my body moving forward.
Now only i know the usefullness of safety belt and thanks to the "CLEVER" MALAY GIRL coz she let me know my car break still can be function well and my tire still can used for emergency break..

That MALAY GIRL had no injuries at all and ride on her bicycle away for the next seconds.
I was shock and don't know what to do and just stop on the middle of the road..
I wonder that i need to stop my car at the side or just drive away?
But my mind keep on telling me don't go down from my car or else those BARBARIANS will attack me coz the road is near MALAY kampung.

Those MALAY usually will attack you if you hurt their own race. They won't ask who is the person that done wrong. They will just assume all fault is because of you. So, the next time if you hit or bang MALAY, faster go away before they found you. Don't care whether the person is injured or not. Their life not worth at all. Not even worth a cent. They deserve for that..
They can let their children ran out on the road without teach or guide them how to cross road..

Maybe is because they had too many children, so died 1 of it also nevermind.
If 1 of them died, they will born another child. Government will provide money to feed their children.
Many people was wonder where is the money that our country earn? Our country have a lots of rubber, petrol, and palm oil. Should earn a great amount of money to improve our country. Now i can tell you that this is the place the money is used for..
Feed on the STUPID people that treat their life not valuable at all...

I love my country? YES.
I love my country government? Hahahaha....
What a JOKE....

Buah Salak

Have you heard about "Buah Salak" before?
I discovered this fruit few days ago.

Coz my brother went to Kelantan and bought this back.

Hmm.. Its somekind of snake skin fruit..

Its not well known by people. But it taste great, little of sweet and sour.
We hardly can find in the big market but i think Malay sure know what is it.
It normally can be found at "Kampung" places..

This is how it looks like after peel the skin. Light yellow inside.

But when u peel off the skin, need to becareful the thorn on the Salak skin. It might hurt your hand..

Normally it can be divided into few parts. Not too big to put in mouth. Hehe..

Some people said it looks like BIG garlic.

What i can tell you is : Don't think too much before try this Salak. You just need to put it into your mouth..

Once you tried it, you can't resist it anymore.

Hahaha...

Sunday trip

Its Sunday again!! Wonderful day for a short trip. My father bring me to his land. This is the 1st time i seen it by my self. Although i always heard my father said he got land that rent for people but i never really care about it. Hehe.. So, today is a very good opportunity for me..

This is the road that bring us to the land.

A lot of palm trees along both side of the road. I sure become millionaire if i own these trees coz palm oil prices increase nowadays.

I bring this palm nuts home. (Just to fulfill my curiosity) Ofcourse i not plug it from tree, just pick it up from the ground. Don't misunderstood OOoo... Not stealing..

Finally!! We reach our destination --> "Chicken Farm"

Hehe.. My father rent to people that breeds on chicken.

This is chicken house. Now only i know how the chicken live in such place.. Hehe..

I wonder where is the chicken? Coz i saw nothing there. Then my father ask me to climb up the house.

Looks like a bit scary. I need to think twice before climb up the stairs and go in...

WoW!!! Its so amazing!! So many chicks inside the house. And its sounds like "chic, chic, chic.."

So so so CUTE!!! I open my eyes BIG BIG and try to count on those chicks.

But countless and i feel like wana take 1 of it home. Haha..

By the way, there was some smell.. You should know what the smell is.. Haha..

Its really a very good experience for me...