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My Last Day @gain~~

2009-12-10T20:51:00.004+08:00

Yeah yeah~~ Hooray!!!
After a long long waiting~~
finally the day has reached..

The last day i'm in that company that i hate..
Hate at first but now from hate changed to familiar..
Familiar with those "stupid" user that will always called in the mid night..
Familiar with those "high nose" HOD that expect impossible task to be done..
Familiar with waking up early morning and go back home late night..
And the last things that makes me feel like staying is~~
All chinese nurses that treat me very well and care me very much..
I like them very much..
Chinese in there really very good and helpfull..
Chew, Wong, K'ng and also my best friend Sri and Sandyeep from Physiotherapy..

Now i'm jobless..
Maybe can take this opportunity to have a good rest at home..
And the most important thing is that i can spend my time with my loves one..
And that's worth for all my hard work..

1 month gone...

2009-11-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

I work here for 1 month d...
And i'm counting down for the day when i suppose to leave..
(Why~~ why the time go so slow?)
Hmm.. i can say that i started to get familiar with the environment..
And those rude and stupid user there..
But i still hate the working hour and those "bloody idiot!!" user that need me to go back on mid night and on Sunday and its very very often..

It's great that many user still don't want me leave there..
They appreciate me and we can chat and joke together..
It's really really great to have such colleague..
But i still choose to follow my plan..
No more 24 hours environment that with an unstable application..
It's really SHIT when the application just like a BETA version application... (although it already run for 2 years)..

Still searching for a suitable job..
Next target is Penang..

Throw letter again

2009-11-13T20:07:00.002+08:00

I tender my resignation letter again today..
I think i am the record holder..
Work for 16 days only.. coz the previous guy work for 19 days before resign. kekeke..
I like the job, can learn a lot of things..
but the management makes me sucks.. so no choice loh..
Hope that i can find a new job soon..
And ofcourse my target is in PG..

I hate Black Bee

2009-11-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

Any body know the meaning of 'black bee' in Chinese words?
Yes.. Thats what i want to share today..
Normally Hokkien people will use this words to describe certain race's people..

I hate! I hate! I hate! Black Bee!!
He thinks he got such power to control me?
Or he thinks that every single steps and work also need to follow his instruction?
He ask u to sit.. U better sit..
He ask u to bark.. Just bark.. Wof..wof..
Thats good dog.. good dog..

WTF!!!
Hello.. I am not that kind of person..
And i'm not going to be your lovely little wof wof dog..

Wow~~ He said i no motivation on my work..
Start from the 1st day i working here, i work for 11 hours everyday..
And work 24 hours without rest..
What i gain from these extra hour working is --> no motivation..

What you expect me to learn in just half month time?
All server stuff? All networking things? All application? All user's request?
What i learnt now is..
I hate you.
I don't want to see you.
And I wish to gives HELL to you..
May you have a "sweet" dreams and "good" night tonight..

God Bless You!! Tomorrow u will see the HELL infront of u.. Wahahaha!!!!

New Company Name Tag

2009-11-02T21:55:00.004+08:00

Try to look at the Company Name Tag..

Got it this morning..

And ofcourse will feel 'no face' to put on my shirt at 1st..

Looks like secondary school that every one need to put on a tag..

Don't know why they so fast give me the tag..

I just work there for few days, not even 1 week..

Scare me run away meh? Kekeke..

If really scare then better dun stress me..

Wahahaha..

Will upload more picture at my working place later on..

Hehehe..

Too tired of new job

2009-11-01T06:35:00.002+08:00

Just back from work..
Already 24 hours din sleep d..
Very very tired now..
And acting like zombie..
Thinking of changing new job again..
I don't like this type of job that need to work so many hours..
Hmm.. Still struggling now..

New Friends

2009-10-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

Happy that i can found new friends here..
Today i started to communicate and be cheerful around working place..
Communication skill really important in new job.
And i feel lucky that i can found some friend that can chit-chat with.
Coz my working place not so easy to find people that same race with me, so its really happy when i use chinese to communicate with them..
From that moment on, i only know that chinese is so usefull.. kekeke...
Today done those job by my self..
Just 3rd working day, and i am handling Blade server backup and daily check up..
Wow.. hope that no careless thing will happen..
scary scary~~
But its great that can learn new things.. hehe..

New Job

2009-10-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. New Job.. No more free time to online.. No more facebook-ing.. No more MSN-ing.. No more free time to sit down and relax..
What i have in mind is server.. server.. server.. system.. system.. system.. and the most hard to deal part -those "GOOD" user.. really troublesome..
Don't know when i will become crazy and just leave it there.. (hehe.. hope it won't be so soon)
Every day work like hell.. Wake up at 6am. Sleep at 1pm. Working 12 hours a day.. No lunch, no breakfast.. Just munch on biscuits and take milo..
Today is just 2nd day but those STRESS already here waiting for me..
Wondering what i choose is correct?
What i doing is worth or not?
Who knows....

Last working day in GAW

2009-10-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

Today is my last day working in GAW.
Feel slightly different from other day.
Reach company quite early in the morning.
And surprisingly.. I got "Ang Pao" from 1 of my aunty colleague.. (TQ~~)
Still same question pop out from her.. "You really still wana leave this company?"
Oh.. i know its hard for every one to accept this but i just can't stand to continue work in such environment and seeing such "ppl" there..
So i choose to leave.. Maybe its a good opportunity to push my self forward.. Perhaps..

Thanks to my best best frens and colleague that gave me a cute cute "Hello Kitty Box" and a pretty card.. I love it~~
And thanks for all your wishes.. Hehe..
Sorry to Toh and Gayle.. i really can't hug u all lah~~ Feel shy.. Kekeke...
And Loon, tomorrow onwards u will be solo d.. take care ya..

On the way back from company, i saw a rainbow..
Its so pretty..
It gives me a refresh feeling..
Makes me feel free.. feel like re-born.. feel like free from those bad things..
It tells me that..
Start from tomorrow, there will be a new and happier life for me..

Things Changed

2009-10-14T09:30:00.002+08:00

Many things changed in this few weeks..
Mostly those things become better after changing (i hope so~~) especially my new job..
Next week is the time for me to say 'goodbye' to the old and head to the new.
Sure there will be lots and lots of new things i need to learn, new environment i need to cope with, and new social life with all colleagues need to be done..
Thinking of that i started to feel TIRED...
Just hope that things will going on smoothly..

New environment = New Life..
That's great bcoz i don't need to face those 'stupid' people anymore..
And i can concentrate on my "Miao~"..

My Miao~
Another new things that changed in my life..
Miao~ started to get into my life..
And Miao~ always makes me happy.. (don't know how long the happiness will remain? maybe sometimes need to have some argument.. *Miao~ dun scratch me har..)
Sometimes i will get confuse what Miao~ is thinking..
But i still miss my Miao~ so much..
Coz Miao~ is Cute.. Adorable.. Lovely.. Caring.. (can i take your arm? Miao~ kekekeke.. No no, i'm greedy.. can i have all of u? Miao~)

Master Mind

2009-09-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

How to play and win in a master mind game?
The answer is -> Skill..
I like the game..

But how to master my own mind?
Its not just a skill..
Its a combination of feeling, thinking and action..

I always confused..
And always feel lonely..

Maybe everyone same with me..
Perhaps i not the abnormal one..

A lot of useless decision have to made..
A lot of useless thinking have to be consider..

I want to be a person that free from this all bullshit~~
Argh!!! Go Away!! Go Away!!

Human.. Like Shit!!

2009-08-23T23:20:00.005+08:00

Now only i remember.. Someone told me before..

The one that you trust the most..
The one that closest with you..
The one that you can share everything with..

Is the one that will betray you in one day..

I should listen to the person..
I should aware..

But it seems like too late..
I've been hurt.. Behind my back.. By a knife.. Super sharp knife..
And the knife is invisible..
It started to make me bleed..
Slowly.. Till i never aware on that..
It won't pain.. Till the wound get bigger and bigger..

Until i start to feel pain..
Until i start to feel dizzy..
Until i knew the face under the mask..

But its too late..
I'm dying..
And the murderer living happily ever after..
** I hope the murderer can live hapily ever after.. If can..

2 days trip to Penang

2009-08-11T14:03:00.004+08:00

Boring weekend in Taiping. So me and my friend - Wendy plan our trip to Penang.
This is our 1st trip that just both of us only. So we can chat more and share more.

Yeah!! On ferry.. Wendy refuse to take pic at 1st..
This pic looks blur coz using front lense.. lower quality.

Thanks to Jason that bring us to Gurney Plaza.
We had our lunch in Jurin Express.

Chicken Teppanyaki Set.. not bad.

But this Tempura Ramen don't make me feel good. Need add in Wasabi to finish it. Yew~~

After lunch.. shopping time!!
We shop in Gurney Plaza.. Then change to Queensbay Mall..
And we bought our own McD Happy Meal Tamagotchi Toy. (Thanks to Juzannies recommendation :)

We have our dinner with Brian and Chee Wai(correct spelling?) in Little Cottage..
** Heard Jason said its not bad..

The food there really not bad..
And we feel we are going back to past..
Try to look at what Wendy is holding.. Hehe.. Charcoal Iron..

We went to Balik Pulau to enjoy night view there..
We chat, we talk and we laugh.. (But those ants on my foot seems hate me, Ouch!!)
I like the wind.. Cold and strong~~

Hehehehe~~ Thats what i bought..
Singlets from PDI, HG Gundam, Mickey's 50 Cafe miniature, Card holder from Vincci, Hair clip from MaggieT (buy1 free 1.. cheap~~), my Tamagotchi toy and LaSenza B*a.. (sales, sales and sales..)

Wendy bought a box of 10 Mickey miniature.
Her 1st box of miniature.. Hehe..
I make another people addicted to miniature already ( i'm devil~~)
I just bought 1 small box.. and its more expensive compare to others type of miniature. Maybe Branded Mickey Mouse ..

Okay, I would like to say Thankyou for you guys that makes our trip so enjoyable.. And Brian, next time don't treat us so many times~~ (too expensive d)

My Toys and Collections Part II

2009-08-06T12:45:00.005+08:00

This time i will let you all see what i have been doing this few weeks..
Kero.. kero..

Latest version of Keroro Gunso collections.

I collect these 1 by 1 ( total 5 boxes) few months ago until now.. But the manufacturer release all of these collections in just A BOX.. Ggrrrhhhh!!!! (It looks more prettier and cheaper.. no good..)

DORORO -> the unnoticeable ninja

GIRORO -> the ultimate fighter

KURURU -> the technology expert

TAMAMA -> super attack beam!!! (My favorite)

KERORO -> the most funny, laziest, childish and very cute sergeant

AND... TRANSFORM!!!

ter~~ deng~~
combination of all keroro members..

Side View..
On top View...

Nearly forget my DIY Wedding Dress Shop..

Quite hard to fix all those tiny things into this miniature shop..

This is the inside of the shop..
I placed screws on corner of the box so that it can open and close.

Hardest part is the wedding dress.. need to use my sewing kits to sew it..

But after finished, i feel satisfied.. hehehe.. I like it~~

Bamboo Rat

2009-08-06T12:08:00.002+08:00

Have u seen this rat before?

It's in my company..
The worker said they found it that time, it was walking very slow.. super slow.. slow motion rat..

At 1st i thought it was a beaver.. beaver with a rat tail and beaver teeth? Narr...
Some colleague called it "golden mouse".. ( ridiculous.. coz its fur is gold? )
It looks cute.. Right?

Some foreign worker even worse.. they ask can they bring it home? They want to COOK it!!
Wat!! Luckily the people that in charge send it to ZOO.. and its been identified by the zoo keeper as "bamboo rat"..

Hmm.. Luckily not those foreigner found it, else it will become this...

Yummy fried meat.... (rat meat)... -.-

Tang Yuan

2008-12-23T15:53:00.001+08:00

Last time when i studied at Penang and KL, i seldom go back hometown to celebrate 冬至.

This year is different, i can enjoyed it.. but cannot help my grandma to do Tang Yuan.

So, i just eat nia.. Keke..

Yum.. yum...

KL Interview?

2009-06-24T21:41:00.006+08:00

I went to KL for interview..

I did mentioned about "that" interview before, so i'm not going to say about it again. So that my mood won't become bad... kekeke..

Actually what i gain the most in that trip is that i can go KL walk walk and meet my sister and my cute lil nephews...

This is my sis and my youngest nephew. He is just 5 months ++ but he is heavy.(fat fat boy..)

Me and sis went to The Curve after interview. We took sakae sushi for high tea..

And i took this yummy "chicken rice"? (forget the name..)

Got chicken, peas and mushroom.. I like the sauce on chicken.. Nice..

Hmm... But i looks tired right?
That's why need to eat so that i can prepared for later plans..

Ofcourse we still have plan..

We went to Sunway Pyramid JCo Donuts..

My sis favourite place..

And we order some new small mini donuts..

I don't like donuts.. But this is different.. 1 donut for 1 full mouth..

I can't stop having it again and again..

We meet my stock kokor there..

At 1st say want to go yam char with him, but end up sitting in JCo..

Their service not bad, after they discover they take wrong order, they gave us 2 plain donuts for free.. Heh..

Introducing the brand new mini donuts.. (Looks like i can sell this pic for advertisement..)

I'm still wearing my formal shirt.. From morning till night.. And the time was 11pm..(Gosh!! Damn tired d..)

Okay, thats the 1st day.

2nd day i went to Times Square walk walk before take bus back Taiping..

And i need to thanks my Kokor coz bring me here and there and make sure i ride on bus and get back to home.

Kekeke.. Really appreciate that OOooo...

I try to fully utilise all my trip for more interesting thing rather than just go for "that" interview.. I feel good when travel alone and walk alone.. I prefer that way.. :)

Resign Part II

2009-06-23T09:13:00.003+08:00

Few weeks ago i mentioned that i already threw my resign letter.
But after that my boss ask me to think again, so they still holding my letter now.
I think they not yet accept my letter till this moment..

But don't know from where or from who this news spread around my company..
Who's the shit bitch go and tell the whole company that i threw my resign letter and going to left this company..
Whoever he/she is.. better be careful.. i want to curse her..
Walking? Chase by dog..
Cycling? Fall till break her spine..
Driving? Hit by lorry till half die..
On plane? Plane crash..
Ride boat? Eaten by shark..
(Hahaha!! Bad luck.. bad luck.. go..go...go find her..)

Why she so busybody?
What she will get after spread my news to others?
Motherf**ker stupid BITCH!! DIE!! DIE!! DIE!!

It's all begin from that day..

2009-06-19T09:04:00.002+08:00

I went to photostat my IC on that day..
Then i went directly to KL for that shit interview..
Really really gain surprising experience on that interview..
No benefit? No OT? Salary low coz i don't have experience?
Wtf!!!

Okay, its over..
And they ask me to go back and wait for news..(Ha!! Impossible d lah..)
I thought nightmare was gone..
But the real bad luck just started..

After few days back to home, i figured out my IC was lost..
OMG!! How could it happen?
I try to find it around all the possible places that i will drop or keep..
But it seems like useless.. Couldn't find it...
My fren told me that IC lost is a very serious case, people might use my IC to rob or maybe do all those illegal things..
If I drop at KL, its more worse..

So no choice d.. Need to report to police..
Then do a new IC and need to fine RM100..(Cilaka!! I not purposely wana hilang ma..)
Before that i go back to the place where i last time take out my IC -> photostat shop..
I try to ask the boss..
"Uncle, u ada jumpa IC yang hilang tak?"
"Ohh.. u mia IC lah.. Kawan saya datang, dia jumpa kat lantai.. I mau ambik pi cari ini alamat tapi saya tak sihat.."(I was just like... Thanks god.. You really are a good good person.. Thats why i wonder if people found my IC then why they didn't return to me.. And now i know the reason..)
"Uncle, thank you ya.. thank you.."
That uncle really good lo.. I really hope what can i do to pay back him.. Money? Ofcourse not.. Maybe next time go his shop photostat lo..
His shop is at the 1st lot behind kamunting bus station.. (If not mistaken it is call: Papati)
He is an indian guy.. wear a spec.. looks like a teacher style.. kekeke..

I was just like..
Want to says a million thanks to that uncle..
He saves me from doing all useless police report and pay RM100 for blood sucking government..

At last.. After gone through those bad luck..
Hope that tomorrow good luck will come.. come.. come..
New day, new life, new luck..

Resign

2009-06-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

I threw my resign letter today..
Without envelope..
Just type, print and gave it to my boss directly..

I don't want think too much..
If i think too much sure i will stay back.. So just Do It!!

I wonder what big boss will tell me about my resigning..
I believe i will be ask to stay, but when i think about what makes me feel sucks in this company, i am sure i will leave in no regret..

Hopefully i will find a job as soon as possible..
And a job that won't makes me feel SUCKS..

My Toys & Collections

2009-05-29T14:11:00.005+08:00

Want to know what i actually doing at home when free?

Toys..

This is DIY "sponge puzzle"..
It's a Living Room..
So cute.. (now u will know i like cute cute things very much ..)

This is BedRoom..
The DIY not very expensive, about RM18 each..
After place all those cupboards and bed, i open it up and put back into original look and keep inside the box.
Kekeke.. weird? This is my hobby.. Next time do it again if i want to "play"..

Okay, let's move to next: keroro..

Kero..Kero..Kero..Kero..

Nyum..Nyum.. Anyone wants some cake?

Keroro with my Blythe..

And my miniature..

Cakes..

Luxury Sweets..

Or Sushi...?

I have posted more picture about my toys and collection into Facebook album. U can go and have a look Oooo..

Can love be compared?

2009-05-22T10:13:00.002+08:00

I like this song.. 誰說愛情不能做比較..
When you find the person that you like, then sure you will compare..

For me, i wana find a better person.. ofcourse..
But till now, i still can't find..
No body will treat me so good like how he treat me before..
He will just let me do what i want..
He will not scold me because of small small tiny little thing..
He will not angry with me because of my small gas attitude..
But he make me feel lonely, make me feel helpless..

Tired with this feelings going around my head..
Okay, girls.. Come.. We go shopping, we go clubbing, u need partner? I'll be yours..
(*I like girls more than guys, i wana be les.. Anyone??)

Dream

2009-05-22T09:36:00.003+08:00

I always ask my self : Am i living in a dream?
When i wake up, everything will back to normal?
Back to the time when my mum still here..
We can go shopping, we can chat..(Coz i always share my feelings with her.. Share my happiness, sadness, jealousy.. and everything that i can think of)

Few days ago, in my dream..
My life back to normal..
My mum still here talking to me..
She told me that everything that happen to me is just a challenge for me..
She want me learn how to be strong and independent..
So now its over, and she is back..

But dream is a dream..
In reality world, everything not same as what i dream and what i hope to be..
Sometimes i really really hope that i don't wake from the dream..
And sometimes i telling my self : Wait..Be patient.. just wait till that day.. Mum will come back and say it just a joke.. Everybody lying to me now, my mum still alive.. yeah.. still here..

Lost

2009-05-06T10:52:00.002+08:00

Try to figure out what i want..
No body treated me like this before..
Why i need to torture my self?
I don't understand..

I let go the good but go and find the bad..
What am i doing right now?
Too boring with stable relationship so change to something excited?
Haha..

Someone please slap me!!

Short Trip

2009-04-29T17:34:00.006+08:00

Today went to Penang for Microsoft Hyper-V talk in IJM building..
We are the 1st batch of customers that having seminar there..
Ya, it's totally new and lack of equipment..
But it's still acceptable la~~

And we manage to take a short break at Jelutong expressway there..

Another "gurney drive" here.. Nice view..