Master Mind

How to play and win in a master mind game?
The answer is -> Skill..
I like the game..

But how to master my own mind?
Its not just a skill..
Its a combination of feeling, thinking and action..

I always confused..
And always feel lonely..

Maybe everyone same with me..
Perhaps i not the abnormal one..

A lot of useless decision have to made..
A lot of useless thinking have to be consider..

I want to be a person that free from this all bullshit~~
Argh!!! Go Away!! Go Away!!